or thought I was.
I'm finally just gonna tell all my friends I can't be friends w/ them. Because it keeps getting worse,
the closer it gets to Christmas the closer I get to crying.
Why do I even try anymore. Everyone is just ignoreing me or asking me for the time,
or their only noticing me just to say something bad to me.
Even Alex, I swear he has a crush on Rachel. Mabie he was only talking and hanging out w/ me to make me feel better.
I was really meant for no one. I was right,
what would anyone want w/ me.
This is going to be my last try w/ Alex.
Its just not fun anymore, Its just not. And its going to stay that way.
And this time I'm just going to let it.
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