In the past month or so, I have acquired a boyfriend. He's all I've ever dreamed of in a guy... But, I feel like a huge part of the reason that I love him SO much, is because he reminds of a book character. Edward Cullen. Some of you may heard of him... He's from the Twilight series that I'm absolutely in love with. My boyfriend, David, just reminds me so much of him. And, I'm attached to those books mostly because of Edward. I don't know why, but I just feel like it's all real, y'know? It's been hurting me so deeply in the past month. I feel like our relationship is crumbling away... And I've been feeling like letting go of all hope, and just simply giving up. Letting the fear and sadness engulf me... But, last night, all that simply went away. I forgot all my fear, my sadness, and the deep cuts that the books, and other things happening, left inside me. To my now most trusted, and valuable friend.... (You know who you are)
You are literally my sun in my clouded world... You gave me hope when nobody else was there to support me. I owe you more than anyone can imagine. You saved me from myself. My spiraling depression, gone. My deep cuts, healed. My fear, still remains, but not as much as it used to. And for that, I am forever grateful. You are my truest, and faithfullest friend. Words cannot describe the grattitude I feel towards you now. I have a feeling I may need you there for me again. And as you spoke to me last night, you told me you'd always be there for me. Thank-you SO much for being there. You are truly my lone miracle. Love you, more than ever, Breann
And thankies to anyone reading this. I've gotten back on the horse, and am ready to ride again.
Beanie457 Community Member 
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