Tuesday November 9 1:27 am
I'm sitting here alone and I cant sleep....
Its funny how I always talk about how nice it would be if I was alone and now for ******** once I am all alone and i can't sleep. I miss David. . . I love him so much and he just smells good and it feels nice just to have him hold me or me hold him and I love to sit and smell his wonderful hair, kiss his neck. I'm really missing him and yet I dont think he misses me at all. And when I ask him if he misses me he just says that I dont give him the chance to miss me because I wont leave him alone while he's gone. He's so independant when it comes down to it....and I dont think he needs me for s**t and not even half as much as I need him. He's everything to me and he's the closest thing Ive ever had to having a real family and I dont want to lose him. It's ok though I understand he needs hi space and all I do is hold him back. Everyone knows it, and several of our friends have even said it to him behind my back. Telling him that he needs to let me go and move on to bigger and better things. And whats that supposed to mean????? Am I not good enough?... I must be. stare
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anyways, hope i didnt misread something. and dont worry about it. he still loves you. he talks about you biggrin