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Been a long time since I've added anything... not like it matters, no one will ever read it. My 17th Bday is in 4 days... I don't know wether to be happy or sad about it, for the past few years all I have wanted was an iPod because I love music so much... Sad thing though is my family is poor so I was told that can't happen... It's ok though... I'll get an iPod someday.... My mom and step-dad are finally getting a divorce after about 8 years, wost 8 years of my life... been a living hell... almost enough to drive my insane... For about 5 months I have concealed myself away from the outside world... I have basicly become what the Japanese call a hikikomori... Now I spend my days either sleeping or watching anime... my list is at 154 currently... I love anime, I find it soothing and calming in times of anger or hurt, although I think I'm starting to use it as a vice for my almost empty emotions, I still am glad I feel a little joy when watching a good old comedy/romance. And on the occation I watch a action anime I can atleast think that kind of strength is possible for about 30min. I conclude this entry by saying... If anyone actually reads this all the way through...wow.. =P I am so sorry for wasting your time... I doubt anyone will ever read it though so I can spare the apologies.
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