I dunno if it's the rain...or what...
Thinking it might be that horribly delicious book Twilight.
A few points
One:
Reading for me is difficult. Not because "reading" is difficult, but because I get completely obsessed with the book. I don't want to sleep, work, or do anything but read. Then when the book is over it's like a good friend of mine has died. So to actually pick up a book and read - well - it's challenging. Finally picked up Twilight. Damn it to hell if that book isn't about as intensely romantic and it just pisses me off. That kind of stuff isn't reality and to get all engrossed in the whole Edward Bella thing - well
Point Numero Two:
Lunar isn't a happy camper right now.
I love the book. My goodness I love the book. I wish I was that girl and in that situation right now. That amazing love/lust heart beating so fast it's coming out of your chest, butterflies in the tummy, "dazzled and confused", just wanting a simple touch from that ONE person....that kinda insanity....
then reality snaps back into place
and the horribly sad realization that all that
just doesn't exist
Final Point:
I have no idea why I'm breaking this up into points. Let's try not to worry about that. The final problem is that - it's been an emotional roller coaster. While reading my heat goes "bum bum bum" and it's all sweet and swoony and beautiful and romantic, then I put the book down and crash into this angry tirade about how seriously packed full of bullcrap that book is because it's all just some stupid make believe nonsense.
reading should be an escape
not throw you into emotional turmoil
maybe it's just the rain
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