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Why does he haunt my dreams? |
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So I had a dream about Jonathan, my ex. It was weird, I was looking for him and it was on this Pokemon/fantasy type world thingy, and I found a haunted mansion where things were... beyond weird. There were these witches, you know, the type that are way ugly and want you to eat nasty things like spiders on a pizza. So anyways, they wanted to know what I was doing in Texas, because apparently, a town with two castles, a haunted mansion, a huge plaza type place with Pokemon lying all around was Texas. And I didn't want to tell them, so I turned invisible and flew away. But of course, they could still see me. So after dodging a dragon, because in this pink princess castle we were close to there was one of those Dragon tales dragons, I started crying and told them about the whole situation. They said they wanted to help, but I can't remember what happened and I ended up in my room with this weird looking bug I found last night before going to bed. And I was on my dad's laptop, on Gaia, posting in a certain forum I've never seen before, and that had been dead for a while. And I posted a little pirate emote. After a while, Jonathan replied. And I was like, oh god, he replied to me. And he was like, "Long time no see." So I was crying and replied really quick, telling him I was sorry for hurting him and such, and that it sucks that we don't talk anymore. And he somehow ended up in my house, and I was still crying, and there were other people around. So I thought about talking to him, and asking him to forgive me. That we had both hurt each other a lot, and that I needed him to forgive me so I could move on and live my life without him constantly on my mind. So that I could be happy with Dwight, my current boyfriend. Now, I'm not sure if I told him or not, because the dream changed and I was in the car with my mum and sister. And it was snowing and there were deers all around. It was weird, but after a while, I woke up. Ok, why is he still haunting my dreams? I gave up trying to apologize because I know it's useless. He doesn't want to hear from me, and I won't talk to him if he doesn't want me to. But I just want to freaking get this off my chest so I can live my life and be happy with Dwight. Why is everything thing so ******** hard for me? You'll be the death of me Jonathan.
 Annabella Goddess Of Ice · Sun Aug 24, 2008 @ 09:43pm · 1 Comments |
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