Life to me is just a waste of time and space; I don't deserve to live anymore. All I do when I'm alone is cry and feel that I should just give up my life already, so no one will remember me, just feel sorry for me. But most of all, I just want everyone to forget about me, now and forever. I know enough people who hate me, who are angry with me, and who all want me died. That's how I want them to feel about me. I want them all to forget me, friends or foes, who can ever tell for sure anymore. Al my dreams are nothing but nightmares, all I see is death and despair, people who just die, and soon enough I will be one of them. I want to end my life soon and quick, I can no longer love, nor feel for anyone anymore. Not now or ever again. When I die, I want it to be quick and painless, because my life was nothing but pain and suffering. My mind covers all the good of my life cause all I remember is the bad. When I die, I want to be put in a box, because my mind, my heart, and my soul, are all in a box, and trapped there forever so I can never leave, just cry, forever. I must be alone now causes know one here can or will ever understand how I feel. I'm alone and that is my deepest fear. Being alone is all I have left now, so why not just quit my life, so I can be alone like all the other times.
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