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Ohh, zOMG box. <33

I kinda wish I had not slurged on a tonne of EI's the other day. ^^;; Sold my Goti's. I think they were one of the last last DI's from before my absence that I owned. I kinda pawned the rest for cashies to buy spiffy cool stuff. <3
Out with the old, in with the new I guess.
I've never really been good at change ^^;

But Pandys and B34r-Slips and cute Wulfs, Oh My!!
I wants. <3
I'm kind of out of it right now. I'm all sick. ;-; I've been off study for the last couple of days, because of the mank. emo

Oh, Josh and I bought a new bed. Not really a big deal, but it means alot to me. No more springs killing me in the night. ^^
Our new bed is ******** cool. And very nice. <33333
It turns up on saturday...
I cant wait. whee

I feel so light-headed. I think i need more rest. Maybe food.
Mew.
Ohhh, yeah. My sweet kitty died last week. My Ziggurat. T-T
I miss him heaps. I still have to tell his previous owner, a good friend of mine. I dont know how to do it without bursting into tears. ;-;

Now i'm all emo.

Umm, I've been trying to get back into the habit of drawing. I steched up a image of my Satyr in Seans' saturday WoW rpg. He has a set of modules he wrote and is throwing us through them, so far it's been good. ^^

*sigh*
Times like today remind me of how much I use Gaia to escape sometimes.
I realised a while ago that I could never donate to Gaia without leaving soon there after. Because, I see Gaia as a challenge. If I just donated real money to get what I wanted then I would have no reason to stay.
I could easily just keep chucking money around until I got a DT, Something i've had my eyes on since I joined in 03.
But... where would be the challange? I would not be able to just sit around and do nothing. I like working towards something.
Not questing.
Just.. knowing that if I want something then I have to come up with a plan on how I'm going to get it. I cant just throw money at everything in my life and make it better. I dont see why I should have that mentallity here.

Wow, I sound like a cynical b***h today - dont I?
Meh.
I blame the flu. I havent been able to leave the house since saturday.
I'm getting cabin fever. I want to be better. I hate being sick.

Hmmm, what to do...

I might wait for the Pandys and Grizzly slips to go down in price as currently I cant wear them as I'm an imp. Yeah, I got two imp potions less than 5 minutes before they changed the legs and dropped them in price. ^^;;
Yay for losing 12k.
I hope the Gimpi has head wings of a sort. I miss wearing meh boots. Although, then I'll be losing the other 20-something-k when I get rid of my skin. Alas.

Ahh well. Ranting is amusing. At least to me.

I need to clear out my inventory. I dont think I have much else to sell that I dont want.
'Sept for maybe sets.
I have a Xmas 2k5 box set to sell. Hmmm. No one seems interested in sets anymore. *sigh*

I'm sure I'll find some way to get along.
Even if I resort to selling art. Or selling my items I still love but dont wear.

I miss my kitty lots.
emo