"Red Bench"
Eyes so lifeless and dark
They leave in your mind a mark
They're so cold and hard
Like she has up her guard
They wonder why she looks this way
So mysterious and gray
They remind people of a stormy night
Yet they used to be so light
What happened to her?
She changed so fast it was just a blur
Well let me tell you the story
But let me tell you there's no glory
It all started when he came around
When they first met she was down
He was the first person to make her smile
But going fast just wasn't her style
He didn't understand her but he had an affectation
But all he was doing was making her part of his collection
She didn't notice because she was in too deep
Now she was on a hill way to steep
She gave him all her love and trust
But he was getting crushed
He loved her but never showed this
If only she knew how much he wanted the bliss
Soon he broke her heart
He just ripped it apart
She was left weak and broken
Everything was left unspoken
As this story comes to an end
Her heart still hasn't been able to mend
This is how the story was meant to for me to see
Because that girl in that story just happens to be me
((i was inspired by a red bench i saw at the park. it reminded me of him ))
"Strange Way"
The rain is falling
Not as fast or loud as Mommy's balling
Why are you crying?
Please don't die...
I cling to your arm
You shake me off with no hint of your charm
Why are you yelling and hitting?
I wish you would quit...
The tears start to come faster
From the very beginning I knew this wouldn't last
Why are you laying so still?
The pain is slowly starting to kill...
I know your gone
But I still miss you at dawn
Why are you haunting me to this day?
I'll always miss you in a strange way...
((...I don't have anything to say about this...to me it explains itself...))
"Who I was"
When you look in the mirror who do you see?
Are you the person you want to be?
Is the person you are the real you?
Or is there something you're trying to do?
When I look in the mirror I don't see me
I see what others have always wanted me to be
I always thought that was who I was, what a scam
But now I know I have completely lost who I am
I'm like a rose that's lost all of it's petals
Or like a broken piece of metal
Someone might be able to fix me
But there will always be a scar for the world to see
I'm like this because of 'him'
He made the light of my world dim
He told me 'be like me to fit in'
And soon I became his twin
By the time I realized that it was wrong
There was no turning back, it had been to long
I had lost who I was on that day
Now I'm lost and abandoned like a stray
I'm searching desperately for me
Why couldn't he just let me be?
He doesn't even realize what he's done
I cant understand what happenings since I'm still stunned
I wish things would go back to the old days
But there's nothing I can do or say
I guess I'm just have to keep looking until I find who I was
But then again I'm not the master of laws
((Just had the thought in my head about looking at yourself in the mirror and not seeing who you are. So that's where this came from. also from my experiences...hope you like it))
"Want...no need you back"
Is it wrong to still want you here?
Is it wrong to still miss you?
Is it wrong to still want to hear your voice?
Is it wrong to still miss everything that you gave me?
Because I still want you here, more then anything
Because I still miss you; need you
Because I still want to hear your voice
Because I still miss everything you gave me; everything you did
Is it bad to think about you all day?
Is it bad to cry over you?
Is it bad to wait and be disappointed everytime I don't hear your voice?
Is it bad to still want everything you gave me?
Because I think about you all day; want you to be here
Because I cry over you all night since I miss you so much
Because I wait, wait, and wait but even though I do this everyday I'm still disappointed when I don't hear your voice
Because I still want everything you gave me in life; I still want it more then anything
But the thing I still want...no need more than anything
The thing I still cry over everyday
The thing I still want...no need to hear
The thing I still want everyday...
None of those things compare to the way...
I want...no need you more than anything
I still cry over you everyday
I still want...no need to hear your voice
I still want you everyday
I just want you back...
more than anything and everything
I'd give up anything
I'd let you take everything away...
if i could just have YOU back...
I just want you back...
((I miss him...=[ wink )
"Girl in the story"
Eyes so lifeless and dark
They leave in your mind a mark
They're so cold and hard
Like she has up her guard
They wonder why she looks this way
So mysterious and gray
They remind people of a stormy night
Yet they used to be so light
What happened to her?
She changed so fast it was just a blur
Well let me tell you the story
But let me tell you there's no glory
It all started when he came around
When they first met she was down
He was the first person to make her smile
But going fast just wasn't her style
He didn't understand her but he had an affectation
But all he was doing was making her part of his collection
She didn't notice because she was in too deep
Now she was on a hill way to steep
She gave him all her love and trust
But he was getting crushed
He loved her but never showed this
If only she knew how much he wanted the bliss
Soon he broke her heart
He just ripped it apart
She was left weak and broken
Everything was left unspoken
As this story comes to an end
Her heart still hasn't been able to mend
This is how the story was meant to for me to see
Because that girl in that story just happens to be me
((...no comment...))
 miroku fan 101 · Fri Aug 29, 2008 @ 01:41am · 0 Comments |
