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Ugh. What the hell am I doing up at ten?
I'm still tired as hell....
My head is pounding, too...
Lmao.
I still have a fever.
I've had this damn thing for nearly a week now.
Wtf...

I still have homework to do, also...
I Have 7 more pages of biology to read and take notes on.
THEN
I have to do my Pre-Calc homework...
Ick.

I had some really, really, REALLY messed up dreams.
One of them was that I got chicken pox for a fourth time....
Twice is weird, three times is unheard of, but a fourth time?
That must mean I have no immune system, or something.

I think I had that dream because I'm all itchy, and crap.
Ugh.
Maybe that's just a side effect of the medicine I have to take for my sinuses, or whatever.

Hahahah...

I'm honestly starting to think that I wasn't meant to be alive...
Maybe being born was a mistake that happened...
I dunno.
Just seems weird.
I was born with small lungs, had Kidney problems, had to have surgery for those problems, had two abscesses (One almost lost me an eye, the other would've required brain surgery), sinus surgery, a horrible immune system, and Chicken Pox, three times.

I think fate, or destiny, or whatever the hell is out there is messing around with me.
Ugh.
I need to calm down.