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I woke up yesterday morning about 3 am to a sharp pain in my chest it hurt so bad i cried and I couldnt go back to sleep my first reaction is maybe i am having a panic attack because it felt like the one I was hospitalized for on thanxgiving last year so i took one of my aniety pills when that didnt work i though oh maybe I am having an asthma attack so i took a hit off my inhailer and that didnt work so here i am gasping for air taking shallow breaths when i should be taking deep breaths so i cried even more I went down stairs and sat in the recliner not knowing what to do I tried to go back to sleep since sitting in an upright position helped a little i couldnt go to sleep so i took a shower that made me feel better i could actually breath kinda good in the bathtub but once i got out it was the same thing all over again this went on till about noonish the doctor was called and i had a 3:10 appointment so i had my mom drive me since everyone else was at work crying I gett there and I told the doctor what the problem was she went and consulted her coworkers and they were stumped she told me it was *I think the name is like plurasee or something* which means the lineing of the lungs but she wasnt sure but she said take 3 200mg of ibprofine and that might help *meaning she wasnt sure what it was that was making me fill crummy* then my mom had to scare me by saying that my grandfather had the same thing for years from him smokeing *I dont smoke* and that lead to him having a heart attack and quadruple bi pass surgery >.> how dare she scare me like that crying so now today i feel alittle better it just hurts to breathin which is good compared to how i felt yesterday ^^

So to all you asmatics BEWARE crying god it scared me shitless crying I am still worried cuzz I dont want to have a heart attack crying


PS my mom told me i wouldnt have a heart attack because my grandfather isnt blood related he is Married to my Grandma and he adopted my dad ok so that makes sense right??????? But still i am cautious sweatdrop