I keep blaming myself for everything that has gone wrong...
Full of fear, that can hold you against your will...
Spontaneous hate over flowing...
Perpetual tears flow tonight, as my thoughts wonder towards you...
Feeling lonely and claustrophobic from these tears, and the walls surrounding, Unable to breathe.
This vague lie I am forced to live...
Only hoping for an escape, wishing you could bring me to an opening, a way out of this nightmare. Why expect so much from one who has only made you cry, who has only brought disappointment and doubt to your eyes?
The word “Love” Has a lot of meaning... It is very powerful, and some may not notice the effect it has on others. A very strong effect, and depending on the way you use it, it could make another suicidal. Say nothing but how you truly feel, and save the pain.
My heart feeling inconsequential and unimportant...
Living life, and then dying. Too quickly for those who truly care to help...
