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So 'smitten' is probably a good word for it.
Or shameful.
Hahahah.

I don't care.

I have this insane crush on one of my professors.
Hahah, srsly.
And I'm being such a dork about it.
And my boyfriend is in that class with me.
And I don't care.
Hahah

I think the best part is everyone thinks I'm joking.

By acknowledging that I do, in fact, have quite an interest in him, I'm making it worse.
I know this because whenever I've acknowledge a crush, it tends to grow.
Sometimes out of hand.
BUUUT
Its been a while. I mean, like, a two-and-a-half-years while.
And maybe I'll do something.
Or maybe not.
We'll see.
:]]

I like this feeling.
Even if I shouldn't.
^--That's probably why I like it so much.

Which brings me to my next point.
I mentioned in my last entry that I have been reevaluating my moral standards.
More so, I've been reevaluating my life.

I've come to the conclusion that I'm bored.
Bored of my routine.
Bored of being boring.
Bored of playing by the rules.
Bored of my morals.

This is a reoccurring sequence in my life.
Meaning there is a very high chance I'll eventually get over it.
I hope not, though.
I think a change is in order.

College is a bad place. :]]

I think this is my way of getting creative.
Or at least making things a little more interesting.
My god, I can't wait until Wednesday.
Hahah