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as i feel it crawl through my vains...i can feel my last moments crawling forth....and in desperation i reach......i reach for help......i reach for concert...i reach to be released from my pain....my agony.....when i see there is no one to grab my hand.....i relies there was never anyone who would grab my hand in my final hours...... for i have ether hurt some how or have done nothing but now i am truly alone....for in life we all are alone in the end..... but in you final moments such as mine... you need for there to be someone who you have the allusion that they care for you... but for me there is no one..... not even someone pretending.. as it sinks in and implodes my heart and all its fragments i know that it was not far..... for me to suffer and then be ended in such a way that it come down to...... i love you..... and as my heart stops... i relise i always have and i really mean.... i love you