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So sad...No, Im not scream PMSing but Im so depressed like so sad. sad very veyr...sad...nothing happened, nno reason. I just feel nervous and depressed and I don;t like it much, geeze I never felt this way before, this is getting sad. I feel sick as hell but not sick at all...Im so messed up right now, I colored my nails with clear nail polish and it's like shinie but no color....so random, Wow..Geez Im starting to get old, I forgot to blog 2 days, my bad... oh well at least I remembered this time 3nodding ....I don;t really like a guy, but....I don't know, my urge just controls what I do...so wierd....Oh my god, I love American Boy by Estelle/ Kanye West so much. such a good song 3nodding ...Wow today was like totally not my day. This day sucks a**, Im tired as hell yet i can't sleep and if I don't Im not gonna be able to wake up for my bus on monday, fuccking sucks coc k...this sucks so much, wooow. This is totally not my toayd, I have never felt this miserable in a long time.. I feel so emo, that I wouldn't have second thoughts cutting myself today, no kidding. stare I dunno wat to do anymore. It's too much work trying to loosen up and just stop with the cold blues all day but so sad... I was so miserable I couldn't smile. I wanted to think out of the box so I tightened my science goggles and i was wearing it for about an hour and i had red lines on my face and that made me feel even worse...god, nothing is so much better than it seems, it's all the same...this is so embarrassing... redface my goggles were down to my cheeks and the whole day it was red after science and my crush was like smiling while talking to me and now I know why...goddamnnit, it's just so miserable. I can't stop saying how miserable I am today, Im sorry this is going to be the worst blog ever out of all of all of my blogs but to day is the day of hell, nothing is working today. and it sucks asss so bad...Ewwwww, something even sadder, my crush tired to put his scab on me, stressed so gross...yeah basically. nothing can get any worse than I feel right now.goodnight, Im actually gonna try to sleep or else Im gonna hurt myself...
 aoi_coco · Sat Sep 13, 2008 @ 11:45am · 0 Comments |
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