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the new school year recently started. (about three weeks ago) i've been focusing a lot of my time trying to study, catch up on work, and do all my homework not only quickly but accurately and correctly. i've actually noticed that if i don't watch t.v while i do my homework i actually pick up material much faster and easier. i've managed to get my life back in order and much organized. i clean my room, i've change my diet to have a healthier one, and i've just completely changed my lifestyle. and so far it's been working. although the first couple weeks were kind of shakey; but i'm CONFIDENT that from here on out i will be much more consistent on my grades not being average, not barely passing, but magnificent. earlier this year after spring '08 finals and around the d-day entries my lifestyle was terrible and i was panicking that i was going to be on a.p. and that my parents are going to kill me and pretty much i was an emo wreck. but it was understandable and there was a reason behind it. but now because of a.p. this is a wake up call for not only my academics but for my health as well. (i just came to realize that my 16 & 18 years were just hell..and filled with stupidity) i know that i'm going to be posting a couple more entries after this. i just haven't been writing a lot in here so i plan on writing a lot when i don't have homework..like tonight. so i just came back from the airport like an hour ago to pick up my aunt..i haven't seen her since i was 13. (this seems more like a serious entry...boo!) and tomorrow is my meeting with the undergrad advisors about my a.p. i feel nervous but excited at the same time.. the reason is because i'm on a.p. i have to tell them not only why i ended up on a.p. but what happened to me that would have led me to a.p. i don't mind..the only thing is that there is a possibility that my emotions my get the best of me and i'll be the only student who will leave the office with red and puffy eyes. the good thing is that on tuesday i only have one class..which is at 3..my meeting is at 9 am. i think it's good for me. i can go to the mall walk around in there, kick it at borders, and have some time reflect on my future actions from there on out. i think my parents have seen a change in my actions and my attitude. i seem more calm, responsible, and pretty much like an adult. i think it's good...i can't act like a kid forever...there are consequences to that.....oh..foot...pins and needles. oh s**t...it's 1:30...almost..i only got a chance to write cause i did my homework on friday night (nerd yea..w/e) cause i knew that i wouldn't have time to be able to do it on saturday and sunday. why not saturday..cause i'm relaxing from my one class i have on sat. and not sunday cause i usually spend that time resting and picking out outfits for the rest of the week...well..i'm going to..actually...nah...write some more...

later<3

krissy<3