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Im sick of lies that are fake...and fake people....thats why I like the computer, you get to see the good side of the people. Im so weird almost alot of people that say this person's so mean he's an asss, and things like that to make rumors and stuff liek that but when you like sit and like just chill, you see the light in people and practically lots of nice people are mean people. nice people end up mean later on like blowing up...
sweatdrop I blow...up...it's so weird, Im mean to my crushes like, get it yourself or like act tough but to like other people Im so much nicer... I feel bad about those things. But my soft spot of me is like if you ask me like tons of times I end up saying yes....Like if someone wants me to ask a rediculous question to a serious teacher, and like my crush tells me to do it, I would reject 5 times and then I'll just give up and be like fine, and just do it.
3nodding my science teacher thinks Im probably retarded, he explained to me how liek units go and my way was different and they all got bunched up in my brain and like flooded my mind and it confused me even more so I just blanklie stared at my science teacher and he laughed at my face and was like HAHAHAHa, you looks so clueless!!!
Man, I still feel like I should spend my time building blocks or like draw shiity pictures on paper and like make clay or something you used to do when we were all little. I should have been more crazier when I was little...I was such a tom-boy...
heart I like playing the viola now, when I was little like 6th grade, it was the first time playing it and my group/ section was very quiet and usually we were told to be bold and louder and I wasn't able to do it until 9th grade and now, it's just...I sit in the front, I have a mini competion going on in my mind sayign like dammn. I have to play better than my stand partner dude, and so I play as loud and bold as I can at the notes that Im good at. It took me so long to realize Im confortable playing loudlie than to play quietly.theres this guy in my section/group, I'll call him Joie, so he was playing for as long as me. He was so good and I used to look up to him as a viola player but I always dissed him though, but now Im about the same level as him but I still don;t know what the cycle of major and minor stuff is like the flats and sharps XD.
So sad, my teacher thought that she taught me how to do the vibrato~ and I was her like prize possession like I learned it in 2 days when for everyone else it took a month to like 2 weeks. Sad part is, my mom told me to losen my hand and shake it and I did and My teacher was like HOLY FUUCK HOW DID YOU DO THAT?!?!!? and stuff like that and she told me I can do the vibrato and to ask me to do it to the othe r people but seriously I didn't know how to do the vibrato until 8th grade! I had to find out how to do it by myself like all of the others, I don't have a private lesson teacher, my mom is clueless of how to do it but intonation, my dad cares less but for me to perform with his friend, so yeah...
Soemthign sad... someone's cat licked my arm, I was like dammn it feels like its burning so I rubb on it and my arm's rock hard and I was having a movie night with other peoples and like I was like alright, I'll look at it after Silent Hill.. so I watched the movie and totally forgot about it and when I got home I loooked at my arm and eyes... first of all I could barely open my eyes. Second my arm was puffed up and my skin had a burn mark and i was like holy fuuck! so I covered it with a bandaid and now all Im waiting for is it to heal.
Sports. Love it, but I never want to where like shorts to play though so ugly inthem. my mom was a country girl so I have like more muscle in my legs than most people now so it looks like all my fat drained to my legs and it's just sad. So no, and I try to help my puppy play around to relieve her stress so I play with her, I get rug burns all over my leg so it looks so like a diease and just purey gross and sucks. good thing is, don't have any ache or pimples and stuff liek that biggrin crystal clear. but I love sports anyways. If I feel like it, i love playing tennis, football with out the tackels (beats the purpose) I like throwing the ball around, Love chasing frizbeez it;s so weird Im not that fast running but when I chase frizbees Im really fast and I can catch them even if you throw it across the football field, and like baseball. Oh basketball too. One sport Im forced to do cuz my dad thinks Im okay at it is golf. My dad hates when I have the hand positions wrong but it feels right for me and my dad doesn't get it and it's anoying, he thinks Im trying to get atention. Fuuck that!why would I pretend!. anyways, I supposedly hit my golfballs about 200+ (no joke) and thats pretty good for a girl but I suck at trying to get it in the hole so I keep on swearing and my brother told me I could get penalized swearing and it was just super lame, did everyone forget about freedom of speech and besides Im cursing at myself not to the golf society poeple...
dam I should start my homework...haha, I ddin't start yet. 7 more hours till I have to wake up. OMG WEDNeSDAY! thank god! 9 hours of sleep! nice!
 aoi_coco · Wed Sep 24, 2008 @ 07:25am · 0 Comments |
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