...confusing. I thought I had him all figured out but now I just don't know anymore. I'm kinda sad. I wanted to talk to him the whole day. As soon as I got home, I did all my chores just so I can spend the rest of the day with him but things just don't go as planned. I miss him too much. I'm getting worried all the time. I guess this is what my friends were worrying about when I finally get another boyfriend. My ex, I wasn't so worried about when I was going out with him because he was a jerk to me so I hated him and dumped him. But my boyfriend now, I'm worried about him 24/7 and I just want to talk to him as much as I can or something.
I'm kinda sad. I'm feeling insecure all the time when I'm with him. What if he leaves me for someone else who's better? I'll try not to show these kinds of feelings around him. >.>
ughhh.... having a boyfriend is soooooooo hard. this is only day 3! D=
 Mari Lambo · Fri Sep 26, 2008 @ 01:48am · 0 Comments |
