I'm not sure I can go on with my relationship. Ok... I'm over reacting but if this happens again, I think we'll be through. I can't stand how our communication is. I don't know if he's doing this on purpose or not but I'm so incredibly upset.
Every time I'm around him, I feel so ugly. I feel like he doesn't even want to be with me. I'm scared that he's just playing with my emotions. This has happened before and I don't want it to happen again. It hurts so bad. I'm not suppose to feel like this because when you love someone, you're not suppose to feel ugly; you're suppose to feel beautiful but I don't feel like that at all.
I want something to improve, otherwise. it'll never work. I feel so overly neglected and only treat as a friend instead of a relationship. I ******** hate this feeling. And I'm here crying asking myself "What did I do this time to deserve this?"
I love this guy so much for a really long time but you have no idea how much I regret asking him out. I can't turn back now and I'm just going to have to make it work.
 Mari Lambo · Sat Sep 27, 2008 @ 07:54pm · 0 Comments |
