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i'm so tired...my parents are always rushing me from one place to another. me and my parents are wasting gas, time, and we are not getting enough rest. why? a relative of mine. my dad has been rushing back and forth from my house to his apartment to check up on him. he is really ill and weak. however, my dad wants me to come along with him just to show that i still care. i do still care, but i'm starting to wrry about my own health and i don't want to feel weak during this time. however, i can't take it anymore! on top of that my mom says that i'll have to work out with her everyday. i thought that my new schedule of this semester was finally going to work out. but my parents managed to make me feel incredibly stressed when i only have 4 classes! i've been telling them that i would rather just work out, go to school, do my homework, work on my accessories and rest. and that if i do add any more to my schedule i know that i won't be so energetic and that will really affect me. health wise, i've been feeling rushed having to go from one place to another and my body can't really keep up. i just feel weak. i'm still adjusting to a lifestyle that i've changed completely. i keep thinking that if i could just get a month off and take a break i'll be fine. but that's a long shot. oh well...life never is pleasant..hell...life's a b***h..well..i have to finish a paper for english...nighty-night!

later<3

krissy<3