well found a pic of destiny and boy does she look like a boy haha lol but I should not b sayin shyt I mean she is the one wit kelton after all watever i'll still say no 2 him when he is gonna ask meh out lol watever I mean I really just wanna ******** cry rigt now I mean I cant seem to get over him and its just not fair I see how luoluo felt and maybe is still feelin dat y watever I realli wanna cry I just dont kno where or when I mean I am always by friends or family so idk when realli watever so ******** sad idk wat to do I got alot of advice from mii friends but still I feel so bad so I guess thats y i dont wanna date him i mean he belongs to someone and I mean I am takin him away from his girlfriend and thats not fair, i mean I reali want him but I guess I just can NEVER hav HIM! watever I tink i'll cry now because no one is around meh btw everytime I see a car go by I always tink its kelton in there which realli creeps meh out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's just not fair how can she hav wat I hav always wanted god I give up I just cant do this its just not fair to destiny so I guess we can never b together NEVER! I mean he is "breakin up wit his girlfriend to go out wit meh" or so I heard but I mean I am just scared that he will do the same wit meh! But I cant help mii self from wantin him so badly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KELTON! KELTON! KELTON! god get the ******** out of mii head wait do I only like him because I want a boyfriend or do I realli hav feelin for him but he is in 8th grade and next year I would never be able to see him and I mean destiny is in 8th grade i tink so, so I tink they will b happi together so I guess im done, done wit him done tryin to b wit him just now need to tink bout skool now no time 4 a boyfriend not till high school and then maybe wit kelton lol god I need to stop tinkin bout him cause I mean he could just b destiny in high schools and they could b together foreva!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! btw I did cry and I tink now im done done wit him I mean realli over him done ok well maybe I mean I am happi now so no worri lol i might b over him rigt now but just wait till school when I will ignore him and he will want to talk to meh! lol well im done I mean it im happi so no more of this shyt well for now atleast love yah all well even though dis journal entry is for myself lol watever if I feel anymore pain I will write in here and the date too!
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