I'll try to be as vague as possible with what I'm trying to say...
So yeah. I'm basically not over you, I never was and I have no idea why I like you. I honestly don't like the way you act and how I can't have a conversation with you but I'm so drawn to you. I know you probably don't have feelings for me because you've moved on so quickly, but just know I'm still not over you. I'm hoping that if I try and make it seem like I'm over you and I don't think about you anymore, that maybe this feeling will go away, but it hasn't.
We're not close anymore and I can honestly see it. I think it's my fault. Of course, it's always my fault. I can't help the way I am.
I know there is really only one guy for me but he's gone now but you're basically the only living guy that I'm interested in.
I easily get jealous and paranoid but I know for a fact that you've moved on. I'm just pretty much upset about it. It's ok. Life goes on. I'm not going to say who this is about but I think you should already know by now. Whatever. I'm going to probably leave again soon anyways.
Mari Lambo · Thu Oct 09, 2008 @ 03:45am · 0 Comments |