I live in a world of shadows. No light can reach me here. If you'd like to find me, just call out my name. I can hear you......It doesn't matter where you are.
Through the shadows you will find me. Alone and broken. Never really knowing what is going on. I want into the light, but who can guild me. Not you, not me. No one knows the way out. There is no way out. I'm stuck in this darkness. This eternal abyss. I want to break free, but to break free means my end. I don't want this to be my end. I want to live on, forever and a day. I want to live this life and every life there after. But how do I live without the light? Without the one I love beside me to guild me through these harsh times? How do I go on? I need to set free. I need to die and be with her, but I know I cannot do it. Who can set me free? Is it you? Or is it me? Someone tell me. I need out of this horrid night. I need to feel the light upon my face one last time before it kills me. I need to be with her. I want to be with her, but I am selfish with my life. I don't want to die here or now. I want to live for centuries past. To see the world change from Ancient Egypt to the year 4022. I know that it is not right or fair to anyone, but it is what I want. Is what I want though, really what I need? I don't know any longer. I'm so lost and confused that there is no way to sort it all out. Someone help me. Someone save my poor lost mind and soul. I need to find a way out, but where do I go? I need to know. Someone tell me what is so.
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