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I had the worse daydream before my nap. Tears started coming during the daydream without any push. They came naturally in other words.

My daydream started with skies of red and dust. It was like a broken war field and Stephanie was facing the field with her back to me. Then the focus went to a dirt touched faced Linda who was running up the broken tower with Sarah tucked into her bosom. Sarah had her face hidden and was clutching onto Linda. Linda tore her away and looked into her eyes then tried to push her away to hide. Stephanie came in and said that she had to "atone for her sins by killing all those that were responible. The evil deserved what they created." She stabbed Linda in the back and Linda collapsed, bleeding on the floor till she died.

While Stephanie was busy concerned with Linda, Natasha took Sarah and ran to the top of the tower. Stephanie ran up the tower after them and shot Natasha in the back, where her heart was. Natasha died in the stairway then Sarah backed out ot the Terrace. Stephanie approached Sarah but Sarah cried seeing the bloodied knife from her mother's death and leaned her back against the railing on the terrace. Sarah shook her head and tears shook off, then she jumped off from the railing, falling to her death. To finish the chapter off, Stephanie shot herself in the head.

The scene changes to Sakura, stroking Mr. Scribbles. Ami approaches Sakura really pissed off about having to share Axel and shouts at her but Mr. Scribbles lounges at her. Mr. Scribbles chews off her neck but dies a heart attack after Ami wrestles and stabs him a few times. They both die in front of Sakura's eyes so she runs away with tears in her eyes. Next, Elimindra and Vanessa sneak into the palace. One by one, they kill the people hiding in the castle. Elimindra kills Katie with her pistol and gets to Sakura's room first. Vanessa kills all the other people and Alice who is exploring her new home. Alice's dead body falls down the stairs and bleeds out there with a small smile crossing her face and tears.

Vanessa meets Elimindra in the room and they find Mr. Scribbles' dead body with Ami. Elimindra gets really upset and runs off to find Sakura. Sakura is on the top of the roof extending her arms to Axel who is on the stairs off the helicoptor. She grabs his hand and they smile into each other's eyes lovingly. Elimindra and Vanessa rush out to the roof and Vanessa stands by as Elimindra pulls Sakura away from Axel. Axel shouts for her but then Sakura's face contorts. Sakura's heart crumbles and she cries in agony. Elimindra slaps Sakura and then Sakura kicks Elimindra in the stomach. Sakura runs away and when Elimindra tries to run after her, Vanessa pushes her down and tries to stab her but Elimindra pushes it back into her, killing her accidentally. Elimindra cries for a while then goes inside to find Sakura. Sakura is weeping on her bed weakly. Elimindra pities her and holds her shoulders, comforting her. Elimindra then dresses her and puts her to sleep. Axel rushes in and leans on the door frame, watching them. He then thanks Elimindra and the scene ends.

I cried for a long time, but very softly. It was the kind of tears that jsut seem to escape from your eyes without you noticing.