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Nothing is left
Not to be read if any one plans on bitching at me, it's my journal and my life so leave me the ******** alone....
I hate myself and everything! I wish I did die months ago when I tried to hang myself...DAMN HIM for praying for me.....DAMN HIM FOR TRAYING TO SAVE ME! all it did was cause us both pain in the end and what was the point? I'm sick of all my immature mistakes I'm sick Of this ******** up world I'm sick of making people miserable I'm so sick WITH LIFE! I don't know what to do...I'm going to dissapear but I don't know how....I don't know if I'll live or die....But when I look back on things I start to hate myself for being like this....Justin doesn't have to love me anymore...pretty soon there won't be anything to love...
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