Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

things r geting worst for me, one of my dreems(well more of a nightmare) came true, I was going to break up with my real life gf but it was too hard so I didn´t, ayear after that I dreem that she moves realy far and never get to hear from her ever again. and now the first part came true, she is moving realy far, I dont now if I realy wont get to hear from her again sad cry crying cry .
I´m going to be alone on the real life again, I dont have any body, not one friend on the real life, I wish I was dead emo , what will I do now? will I fined some one els to love? or am I distin to be alone? cry