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Okay, so as you may know by now, I like a boy at my school named Jake, the mega-hottie. I used to think he liked me back, being that he was looking in my direction a lot, but maybe he wasn't looking at me. He NEVER looks at me when I'm near my locker. Anyway, he was sitting near me in my math class. Here's the layout.

Jen Chris
Me Jake
Brian

Okay? So, we were sitting and Chris is like, "Hey, who do you like?" to me, and i refused to tell him. He kept saying it until BRIAN leaned RIGHT OVER JAKE and said to Chris "She likes JAKE." I won't ever talk to him now, unless i have to.

In social studies i sat behind him once and he smiled at me. OH EM GEE!!! And in science once he sat behind me and i blushed like a madman!

Aaron, some kid who likes me decided to like me. Gag. Chris decided to tell him who i like - bad idea on his part. After answering something, Mr.Miller, my science teacher actually said something about him so we all looked at him, and he said to me -VERY LOUDLY- "Jake -----*? Seriously?" EVERYONE heard it. I wanted to crawl in a ditch and die.

SO today was cavalcade at my school, which is kind of like a field day of sorts. Jake was on my team ********* YES* and so, i was really trying to be cool and collected. I looked at him once when he looked at me and i blushed like crazy - Jen pointed it out. So, we were seeing how far we could throw a softball and it was my turn. Jake was on line and he said, "Um..Do you need a ball?" to me and i blushed again and managed to squeak out, "Y-yeah, thanks.." so i threw it so far it almost went over the trees!! Our hands touched!! Oh my god!! I'm so obssed D:

I actually wore a miniskirt to school once JUST BECAUSE i wanted to look good on his birthday - October 14th. I looked hot and he looked so, win win.

We were also in a classroom borrowing computers for a project and i left my flash drive in the computer he was about to use and he said, "Wait - you left your flash drive," to me and i said "Thanks," and took it back, and our hands touched!! His hands are really warm and so's his smile..

*----- - for Jake's last name, for his own security reasons.

I really need a hobby.