well...today..the girl i called my best friend bitched me out and told me to go ******** myself............im so confused right now......sometimes i wonder if i can make this world understand how much pain im in with the sound of a gun shot threw my ******** head.......sad part is...her last words to me were.."i never cared...bye"...if thats not a reason to kill myself ..then idk wat is......im seriously drowning under all this agony......im only 14!!! wtf!! 1 kid can't take soo much!!...i know i seem fine or cheery most of the time.....and i say im fine...but all im doing is lying to myself........im holding it soooo deep inside that its rotting my soul.....i need help...plz..if ur reading this.....then u must care.....or not.........nevertheless....im dieing ....after all the slowest way to die is to live....yet sometimes dieing is alot easier then living......will u not prove this for urself???....
i can't ******** take it anymore!!
im sooo sad it hurts!! plz kill me before i do it myself....if there was truely a god....he/she wouldn't let this happen to me....
idk if i should walk up to her and say srry..or let her go.......plz if ur reading this...plz help!
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