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Can you love and hate someone at the same time?

If you can that’s what I feel about you.

You played me, tricked me.

I believed every lie you told me.

You said you cared.

Then you left and went to her.

I hate you for it,

But I still love you.

I wish I didn’t love you.

Because the more I love you,

The more I hate myself.

I don’t want to love you,

I never did, it just happened.

And for once I thought you cared.

But no I was just some girl to play with

Well I’m no longer gonna be that girl

So when she leaves you don’t come back to me

I won’t be here waiting for you

I’m through with you and your games.