October 29th, 2008 Posted at 8:26PM Pacific Time
I'm not feeling well lately. I'm starting to have bad dreams and cry more often. I really feel like just locking myself in my room, scream, and then cry. I don't know, I have this feeling in my gut something good will happen, but I'm still upset. Theres a friend of mine and he's so nice. He does all he can to just make me happy. It makes me sad to know he does all that just to please me. It makes me wonder, does he understand my true feelings?
I dunno, I feel like looking deeper into this...but yet, I kind of want to close my feelings...
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