...That makes me somewhat sad. A guy I hated leaving this...this... living state....But too bad, I feel happie and nothing's gonna make me sad! Or down cuz today's my Happie day. My astrology said so and it's right.
I did have bad news today but still I like it. I actually have a reason now and I feel so much better without guilt and actual reasons. Cuz.. I had no idea what was coming to me but hey, shiit happens. And this one was like a huge biggie. But so what, I feel much and far better now. damn I should have been like this this whole time istead of being so dramatic. But. Oh well. Yup after that Im still happie. But the happie part is, a guy I know who people think I have a crush on knows I really don't but I trust him pretty fairly. So that was a huge relief.
But one thing I really am missing is guy drama, Im sorry I need guy drama, BUT Im so weird infront of them... heart heart heart but oh well. OMG, I seem so anti-GSA. xd I couldn't write straight and like my peace sign looks like an anti peace sign. Im hella creative...But and the same time It's so hard seeing my creative side when Im a super Klutz in heart so I do the wrong thing without meaning to and it just makes me look like I do it on purpose...Holy crap.
I haven't realize this but. I really love being a violist. It's like one talent that I love. There's only a few people in my violist type peoples. It's so nice having like only a few people in a group so then you don't get like cut off or like you divide in your little family. Yeah, I like calling my section a family. But it would sorta be awkward though speaking the truth... Well I like our section that's what I mean. there's no preppie biitches like taking the whole section like with boring talks about like Im so hott, Im super sexy. haha, don't think they say that but w/e... yeah It's just that I don't like the whole guy talk about how freak'n hott they are. I see that's sexy but...errr, weird. oh well I think it's fine. I hate like getting bored yet actually improving yet having atleast not like a dumb lesson that's like the class...that would be boring I just wanted to learn something for once since Im happie.
 aoi_coco · Thu Oct 30, 2008 @ 06:28am · 0 Comments |
