I just realizeSuzu's hair is like, kickarse.
He colored it all black except for the short layer and his bangs.
(his hair is layered)
but yeah.
I thought it was awesome.
Damn it.
Stupid Halloween.
I did some...sweet Lolita/yue Cosplay. Suzu...stook with the typical Visual Kei.
I was taller! I used 2cm TUK shoes :'D ...not much. BUT HEY, it still helps.
Suzu never seemed to get closer in high to me though. But for pictures he was nice enough to lean against something and make it seem like we're around the same hight.
Even with my stupid TUKs, which add like, an inch, people were still smiling because they were taller then me. OH~! And I had made cupcakes for my friends. WAIT NO BLUEBERRY MUFFINS. Strawberry would've been good but there was only Blueberry when Suzu bought the baking mix thingie. So yeah. He baked them for us though~ I passed them out<3 lol
I was like, "Goshijinsama, dozo~" haha. In my high pitched maid voice.
omfg. EVERYONE THOUGHT I WAS CUTE!!!
I was so happy. Even this one Korean girl who dressed up as those stupid American "Scene" kid too make fun of them. She was like, "Aww. You were suppose to be lolita yeah? Thats so cute!" haha
And then some guys were like, "WTF?!?!uhh..little bo peep?" And I was like, "No. And I'm not even a girl so STFU" lmfao.
Yeahh
ughh. My shoes are evil. They made my feet hurt and they still do.
And I also got a major reality check.
Sure, I'm nice to my friends. I'm polite, shy but nice and such.
But I'll never have an actual relationship :/
I mean, I will get asked out, say yes, but nothing happens.
That's it. There's nothing else.
I haven't had a boy/girlfriend really then.
Whatever. I don't care.
I'm getting older and still haven't kissed anyone. HAHA. wow
じゃね！
