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dad,
Why is it the only time i see you is christmas? Why do i only here from you on my birthday? Do you hate me? Or are you scared of me? I wont hurt you like you hurt me.
Why is it I miss you so much? why can't it be like old times?
We used to play basket ball together. Is it something I said? Or is it something I did?
Sometimes i think of your face. You look worse every time I see you. Do you know that it hurts me? Grandpa is there more than you. Why is that? Why can't you be there for me a little?
Every once and awhile I think of your face... and it hurts more than you think.
I have had kids make fun of me because your not there. It hurts a lot more than it seems to. Please dad come back to me. Call me every once and a while. I promise I won't hurt you. Just try it on for a size. I will be there waiting at the phone. For your voice is the one I want to here
*sigh*

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