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November 2, 2008
tarou-chan is sad

yes yes!! even though Tarou is a boy's name, I am now tarou-chan!
crying crying crying crying crying wahhhhhhh call me tarou-chan! WAHHHHHHHHH

im just a childish girl whose scared of anything and everything.
i just put up a wall and pretend i'm okay.
<i>tarou-chan's okay...tarou-chan's okay...</i>
i just dont want people worry-ing about me...thats all.
is that a selfish wish?
<i>tarou-chan's okay...tarou-chan's okay...</i>
i dont want to cry...i dont want to cry...
yet why do i end up doing so? why, oh why, must i end up doing so?
<i>tarou-chan's okay...tarou-chan's okay...</i>
i want to leave...leave this cruel place....
oh please....please someone....someone come take me away...
<i>tarou-chan's not okay...tarou-chan's not okay...</i>
Am i not okay? am i not?
why must i be like this....
<i>tarou-chan's not okay...tarou-chan's not okay...</i>
Please, come save me...
Please...I beg of you...
<i>Will i ever be okay?...will tarou-chan ever be okay?...</i>
will someone come save me?...save tarou-chan?