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As I sit here I think about where I am and what I have done with my life I think about every person I have met and my influence on their life and how they view me all I can think about is why am I here with everything I have done I should be dead why has god granted me a civilian life again why has he been so good to me I wander what it is that I am supposed to do with my life what’s his plan for me why has been so good to me why has he allowed me to surpass any limit that mankind has for me why has he brought me great friends and why do I chase after so many things I cannot have and yes if u r reading this u know I’m talking about you why is my girlfriend such a blank but I cannot leave her because of a fear of being alone…. Ill post more later….2 b continued