Do anybody out there know about the book, The Bell Jar written by Sylvia Plath? Well If you have read the book or maybe have heard of it, maybe you can understand what I am tryin to get at...
For my independent reading in AP Language, I decided to read the book. It really got me thinking from beginning to end. After I finished the book I looked up Sylivia Plath's information on wikipedia and that got me thinking even more. Recently I have been feeling depressed from unknown reasons and I dont really understand why but it makes me worried about my life.
So far I dont have professional help but I do talk to my boyfriend on occasion(when he forces it out of me...)
But back to the BellJar.
The author starts to slowly sink into depression, I dont know what triggers it but it happens
I feel that creeping into my life too.
There is alot I should be happy for, a boyfriend(fiancee) and friends that are family to me, but my personal shadows keep coming to take pieces of my heart.
I cant really explain it but something may happen with my bf soon, and when that happens...well...things i guess will be different...
but when push come to shove i guess....
im gonna miss the way things are...i dont want them to end...
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