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i hate this...i want to die but i cant, to many people know and love me *and no maddie not every journal entry is about you* killing myself would just hurt them, not as much as i am feeling right now...come to think of it...i dont feel anything...3 breakups and no emotion... they have the word emo in emotinal for some reason but if i dont feel anything then what am i?...nothing thats just what i am arnt i. i cut myself 4 some reason now but only now do i klnow why...because i dont belong my friends are happy and im just gray in a group if white, you might not see the gray in the white but when you look closer you see how different it really is...that is all for today...mabey for the rest of my life, i dont know and i dont care...see, look ...I.dont.feel.anything. emo
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