In a long a** time.
so this is my journal post to update whoever.
I have no job, I am a total bum, I am depressed I wont be getting into school the easy way. Im scared to work since I ******** up my other jobs. I have little experience and no confidence. I want to work in an office environment but no one wants me.
Yes Yes I am depressed my boyfriend has been driving me crazy, he doesnt listen these days anymore. Dont get my wrong I love him, I just wish he could listen and maybe keep his damn house clean once and awhile!! I would like to move in with him, but not into a pigs house. There are other reasons why I am depressed but lets not go into them.
I have no real friends from the internet, well one. But does she care? No she is so stuck in her man world, with all the guys she keeps screwing around with. I wonder why I stayed with friends with her this long. 5 years, ugh its annoying me now. I would rather have no friends then a friend that is a total self centered b***h.
Oh and to end it all, I am on a emotional roller coaster from tears to anger to happy to ect.
 Oni Hina · Mon Nov 10, 2008 @ 05:05am · 0 Comments |
