Today from 9:30 - 11am I had a psychology lesson, little did I know that this lesson would also explain all the reasons why I have never been able to get a GF, Kissed and not even get even more intimate than kissing for over 18 years...soon to be 19. The lesson was continuing with psychological attachments and why we form them with different people. Like with most sciences, emotions are completely eradicated, leaving behind only the basic facts that are hard to swallow. I used to think that "love is love, period" and so forth, thinking perhaps that my significant other has no appeared yet...but the truth is maybe that she is here. I am just simply blind. It is because I officially know nothing about women. I realized this due to the fact that I couldn't even answer any questions related to couples...not even a joke answer. "How do couples stay together?" "How do they avoid breaking the bond?" "How do they repair the damage?" I begin saying to myself "Am I really that hopeless?" Perhaps today was a simple message that I'll live alone, only to experience these artificial emotions like a machine... All I can simply do silently cry as I follow the commands of the bible of my religion of artificial life which is science. I'm lost...I feel as though I've only realised that there is a deep empty void inside me...
I cry out "Save me" in vain...nobody hears me...
Zero_angel · Thu Oct 06, 2005 @ 08:46pm · 1 Comments |