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You kno the phrase: easy come, easy go? You know wat i hate the most about my life? EVERYTHING comes so easy and i lose them so easy... right now i am listening to "wake me up when september ends" by greenday, now im freakin sad. I get everything too easy. I seriously need some rain to fall from the stars tonite, make my day somewhat better. Let the water drench in my pain once again. Wake me up, when the winter ends. guitar solo. -sigh- emo This song is deep. As deep as the deep blue eyes on my porcilean doll. As deep as my emotions. As deep as the ocean blue. crying this song gets to me somhow. I need to get out more. I guess i cant, considering i stay in this dark cold room i call my bedroom, a regular bed, a regular closet, a regular video game system, a regular computer, some regular posters of ryan shecklar, avril lavigne, my chemical romance, green day, and regular manga/anime posters. just too regular. Oh em gee i think i kno the problem!! everything is too damn regular!! i need a bit of fantasy in my life!! I could be a tokyo mew mew, or part of the sailor scouts!! i could be a vampire like edward cullen!! I COULD BE ALMOST INSANE FOR SAYING THE LAST 2 SENTANCES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO WAY THOSE THINGS CAN HAPPEN, NO WAY!!!!! REALITY CHECK, I'M JUST AN EXTRAORDINARY GIRL, IN AN ORDINARY PLANET WE ALL CALL EARTH!!!! UGHH!!!!! What is the point in life anyway? I want answers. nothing stupid please... stare stare stare