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Don't flatter yourself by thinking that the world revolves around you and your problems... it's getting old.

It's your attitude that drives people away. You aren't the same old Jacqui anymore... I don't know you. You're distant, like a Gladys, only more angsty and self-absorbed.

And it's those reasons that prompt me to keep my distance.

I'm telling you this as a friend, and I hope that you'll try to fix these problems of yours.

Goodbye...

Distant like a Gladys? Since when have I become a Thing? Is that suppose to be a good thing or a bad thing? I know I'm distant from everyone else but no one seems to ever want to talk to me anymore. It's not particularly my fault that I'm distant from everyone else. None of you invited me over. I had to practiculy bug you to death to get you to come over that one day during the summer when I was still living in Towanda. Everyone seems to just ignore me or look past me as if I'm not even there or else when they do notice me they just talk about me behind my back. Granted I could probaly still come back to robotics if I wanted to. I havn't moved to NY yet. I'm living in Gillett now but I don't think I will come back to robotics. I was half-tempted to come back even though I always felt ignored and invisible but I don't think I will now. Never have I thought that anyone would ever consider me as a thing.

Actually Alisha, I've tried and tried to be nice to you, and all I get is your attitude. You've changed this summer..and in a bad way. And you have no clue as to what I've even gone through this summer. I had Gladys move away, I have my mom who treats me like s**t, I also have my mom who is getting really close to getting back together with my step father who abused us. I just finally got to the point where I just don't care anymore.

You're pushing people away, I know of a few people that you have been. And really, what was with it that one day "I'm not going to talk to you cause my IQ will drop 10 points" All I said was Hi or Hey to you. I'm just finished with working myself to the bones to please everyone.

Gladys, You're not a thing. You're a living, breathing person whom I love to pieces. I guess you can tell who your real friends are, because they would stick by you through anything. Not because you beg for them to, because they want to.