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Hi everyone! I'm so angry and at the same time extremely sad! evil crying My university denied my reinstatement! stressed I tried so hard to get back in for this next semester and they won't let me in. They said under the rule I'm under I have to wait a year anyways. They think it would be better if I do some online classes before I go back. Earlier these same people told me if there was a legitimate reason for what was going on before and had shown some improvement, then they would let me back in early. scream It makes me angry! At least they said I can have another chance in Fall '09. But, I want to finish my degree soon, so I don't have to deal with this crap! I have to wait until next August.

At least at home I am getting better. I don't think I posted what's been going on with me. I was recently diagnosed with having Bipolar. I've been trying for the last 6 months, I think, to find the right meds. I've also been in therapy for it. We finally have the right meds and I'm doing well in therapy, and they deny my reinstatement now. It doesn't make sense to me. stressed Also, I was sick for 2 of the years I was in school. I had to withdraw from a lot of classes because of it. The first year I had severe pneumonia and was hospitalized for a while. The next year I had blood clots in my lungs, so many I had to go to the hospital again. All this has almost crushed me trying to take classes after. cry Well, I'll see what happens next. Sorry, this was a bit depressing. Hope everybody's feeling better than me. 3nodding ninja