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life may suck life may hurt but it is not me who hurts me it you.you are there saying you know how i feel you are there saying it just a faze but i know it a lie you nothing about me you think you do but you dont why dont you leave me alone let me li
once there was a boy name trent and a girl name anna.trent was a populer preepy boy and anna was a complet nerd.anna and trent known each other since 1st grad.but when they hit 6th they were friendship went to secret.he was among people that made fun of anna,so to keep his image.he treated her as bad as they did.the cach is that there friends on the internet.anna was stabed in the heart each day doring school but out of school her heart was healed.this last on and on.when they were 9th grad thing got worst for anna.the thing is she was in lov with trent and his coments begain to hurt relly bad.and trent has fell for her himself which made it harder.he stared to get cruler and cruler to her to hid his feelings.it killed her inside.she begain to think "why is he doing this? he so kind online but doring school hes horrble.why?" then he stared saying stuff about what she told him online that he swore to keep secret.trent begain to say.."u b***h u said u got raped but i bet it is a lie i bet u sold ur body! and every one just keep laughing at her even though she was on the ground crying.thats when it stared....she came home that night went upstairs when she ws walking to her room she could hear her parents fighting hiting each other throwing stuff.she went to her room and laid on her bed ane took out poket knife.all the words he said begain to fly threw her mind."u whore.ungly b***h. no one loves u retared,u must be crazy i dont care about u. more and more were going threw her mind and then-a drop of blood droped and ran down her face,every thing went black there.the next moren she woke up to her mom trowing her dad agance the wall,as she rose her arm flinched she look down at the wonds and sighed,she wrapped up her arm,grabed her bag and went of to school.of couse right at the doors was trent.she quickly ran pasted him as he turn round to one of his friends. she couldnt help but over her what he said"haha i kno her parents dont lov her ether haha.she ran to the bath room but it was no help the girls just hurt her more she ran out but every were she was it ws the same thing,sh fell to her knees crying wanting to die.finnel the princible grabed her arm and riped her up."what the hell are u crying about?!stop being a baby and go to class!"he shouted as he shoved her ahead."no one cared about me he was right..."each night befor she went to bed she would cut her wrist and licked the blood of it.it was now there jr year and everthing got worst she has no friends he parents beat her now and her lov is just a thorn in her heart.she was in her room once again looking at the scares up and down her whole body.she reached for the knife a mesage apears on the compter she gets up to look its from trent,heart made her look at the messge...."hey its me trent.....look im sorry..iv been and a**.all i was doing was saving my image.......i kno thats horrble....but at school im gone to tell the truth....see ya".she couldnt belive it could it be true? its the onely good she got in her life so she took the chace.the next day she hoped out of bed and ran of to school.when she got there every one was crowed around trent.she went threw the doors in shock."there u are.ready"asked trent as he took her into the middle of the crowed."ill right everyboday i have to tell u someting"shouded trent."dude if ur helping her ur down to her level man.ull be a loser b***h"shouted one of his friends.trent froze and got scared."um well..."he said quitly."well?"asked everboday."um...well u see"he had to think fast."she now a ******** emo!" he shouted.every one burst out laghting."man wat point do u hav in this word any was haha!"said trent.she got of his grip and ran out the doors.....the next few days she wasnt here everyone stared to wonder.the princble come every on down by telling then that her faimly was on a trip.a few more days pasted and there was anosment on the speakers:all jrs come down to the gym for and asemly.every one mutter knowing it was a stubit drug thing.once every one sat down and told to be quitet.the prinble begain to speak."stundents were all her to talk about annas death-






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Xx-Moonlight97-xX
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commentCommented on: Tue Nov 18, 2008 @ 01:32am
for some reason i can relate to this story..... sad heart


commentCommented on: Sat Nov 07, 2009 @ 06:44am
So can i *the 1 abouve me*



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