I did some talking with R that lead to some serious thinking.
If you desire to stay home and spend Christmas with her, I wont mind.
If you feel like you need to stay there and to help take care of your future family, I'll understand.
This situation requires a lot of care and attention from you.
And as much as I would love to meet you, dont you think we moved too fast?
2 months, and you already desired to come see me.
I think we may need more time before making any final decisions about visitation.
Part of me is terrified; I feel like Im not ready.
Its up to you to decide to come or not, but I cant be with you the whole time.
Chistmas day I have to be with the family (*most of the day, but not all*). New Years Eve/Day I'll either be on the phone or hanging out with R. Sunday morning I will be at Church (*but the afternoon Im free*).
Id dedicate as much time to you as possible, I just dont know how much I can.
Btw, Im still a bit confused as to what happened; your voicemail was difficult to understand and your phone had a poor signal when you called.
If you desire to stay home and spend Christmas with her, I wont mind.
If you feel like you need to stay there and to help take care of your future family, I'll understand.
This situation requires a lot of care and attention from you.
And as much as I would love to meet you, dont you think we moved too fast?
2 months, and you already desired to come see me.
I think we may need more time before making any final decisions about visitation.
Part of me is terrified; I feel like Im not ready.
Its up to you to decide to come or not, but I cant be with you the whole time.
Chistmas day I have to be with the family (*most of the day, but not all*). New Years Eve/Day I'll either be on the phone or hanging out with R. Sunday morning I will be at Church (*but the afternoon Im free*).
Id dedicate as much time to you as possible, I just dont know how much I can.
Btw, Im still a bit confused as to what happened; your voicemail was difficult to understand and your phone had a poor signal when you called.
