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the pain...it hert so bad...when the medicine dousen't work, and it feels like my lungs wont ether.... What do i do when it feels nicer not to breath then to be alive??..What do i do when i go to sing and nothing comes out..Why do i sleep when everyons at play?...Why cant i breath,what can i say?..All i do lately is stay in bed...What can i do when i wish i was dead...what will i do to keep these thots from my head?..what will do untill i am dead...