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Day Five
Nothing really happened today, just me reading and reading and reading.
Though in my little reading breaks I have been thinking...
I don't want to leave here.
Its not like it matters that I am at home or not. Perhaps life is a little quieter without me around. Most people would deem this a good thing. I like staying here in a place where I don't have to deal with the crowded feeling. The only downside is that a car is essential to get around here. Or a really good bike. I just like the vibe I get here, its like everything is slowed down and for good reason too.
From the looks of things, me being gone isn't anything. Everyone is happy, or happier without me there. Maybe that's why I was so happy to leave.
It also makes me wonder, since no one has bothered to give me a call period. Only Mike, Tiffany and Melissa have called me. ONLY because they thought I was still at home. It'd be nice to know that someone wanted to know how you were doing, but with people these days you can't expect that. Well, maybe if I was Tiffany or something then things are different. EVERYONE and their uncle would be jockeying for the ******** phone.
All I know is that when I wake up around 3 tomorrow morning, things are going to suck.
What the ******** am I going to do when I get home?
Be alone as usual. So I'd rather be alone in a place where I can actually get peace as opposed to a place where all I hear is the freeway.
Can't you tell I'm pissed off.
Well, of course you can.
Especially with SOME people that claim they haven't talked to you in ages, but don't even take the ******** time to read your journal, much less make a comment. (A nice one mind you.)
******** hell.
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