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did u know i love you is 8 letters and so is bullshit

i watch the world collapse in front of my blue eyes
i take the wrong steps towards my hearts cries
i leave behind everything i know and lose
my sense of pride and the right to chose

i sense judgment in every single word you say
sarcasm and orders for myself to obey
crawling on the ground to the piths of disgrace
brutally murdered , open scars on my face, erase

misjudged,misunderstood , lost again and again
in hateful words , killing actions they all began
to rip apart all the remaining pieces of my innocence,
leaving me no choice of resistance

the cold night , the smell of fresh red blood
the sound of my desperate cries , the screams of my heart
my ripped clothes , your shadow of pure evil , marks
my last torntears , your heartbreaking remarks
that domed day , the lonely dark road
just you and me in the fright of something stoled
just two bodies only one still alive
because you killed me that night

the memory , still fresh , of that horrible rape
maybe the only thing that's still alive from that day
now i'm just another victim , even the one to blame
still misunderstood i still walk on that path , stained
remaining just a shadow in this uncaring world
passing my life throw the nightmare of your last broken words
you only said " it makes me sick to see you in my sight "

wow k now what the hell do i do apperently something else see ya!!