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Have you ever had that moment? That time in your life that everything is hallow. You feel lost and confused. Dazed and overwhelmed. Sad and uninspired.

You lay down and think of nothing. No matter what comes to mind, it disappears before you know it just to have more thoughts come and go.

You want to get up, but you don't. You want to do something but nothing is what you want to do. Nothing feels magical, nothing is uplifting, nothing matters, or so you think it doesn't. You think you are bored but you're not. You don't know what to think. What to do.

T.V. is on, but you watch it without watching it. Friends or family are around, but they don't seem to be there. All the things in the world to do, but you prefer to lay down or sit and do nothing.

Seconds turn to minutes, minutes to hours. The sun goes down. Then out of no where, you snap out of it and start moving around again. You don't even give it a second thought. Life continues on.

But what was all that about. Do you go through this? I have, every couple of months or so I feel this way...strange.