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why am i stuck with the family that i have? does it build caracter or something? because all they do is fight and there is always a negative atmosphere here...i can't stand it i just want to get away...no one here understands me and they never will...so why do they want to be around me when every time i tell them anything they over react and when i do spend time with them all they just fight and fuse the whole time and it drives me crazzy that people can call us a family when there is no love, and no comunitcation unless it is fighting....the only 2 i can say that i really whole heartedly love is mckenzie and my mom....that's just wrong....i wish that we can all just be a real family for once...for the only time we were ever a family was when my dad was never there and it was just me my mom and hillary because he was always at work...i liked it then because hillary and me got a long...and it was good to be around my house...but now it's not....i wish i could just exsape...some how...for forever...not just for a night...or something like that...well i'm going to stop wrighting before i start crying....bye
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