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sitting back and crying
living my life as i'm dying
falling away
slipping by
every day is a new lie
i'll close my eyes and forget you
i'll change my mind
i'll think of something new
making it by
holding back
soon i'll fade away
[as my life slips by]
why does time let this happen
in the end nuthing is worth this pain
clueless and blind the words for these thoughts i can't find
lost in the rain, drenched in my pain
this blood is not mine
but the thought was perfect at the time
i slam the door and lock it
hiding the truth
nuthing is worth this pain!
i'll close my eyes and forget tonight
everything that happened
nuthing turned out right
how can i be so blind
how can i stop this fight
yet words for this feeling i can't find
everything happened so fast
did the decision i make last
i had no options left again
i hurt much more, than anything i felt before
[close my eyes!]
fade away
nothing is all right
i can never forget tonight!
this blood on my hand
it wasn't part of my plan!
i don't know what i'm fighting for
please tell me what this means
i don't know why i'm left alone
and all i can do is scream
you ran away!
[i'm left in pain]
no matter what you say
[drenched in the rain]
this all isn't ok..
your soul died as your eyes lied
i can understand
no matter how hard i tried will i ever know u!!
no matter what i do!
will i ever break through to you!!
why does time let this happen
in the end nuthing is worth this pain
clueless and blind the words for these thoughts i can't find
lost in the rain, drenched in my pain
this blood is not mine
but the thought was perfect at the time
i'll sit here in pain
even if it drives me insane
it drives me to live
i'll wait for you forever
no matter what i do
i made you a part of me..
i'll never erase you
cuz your all i can see
don't fade away from me....